
By Joanne Zuhl, Staff Writer
When Storm Large was 9 years old, a doctor told her that she would go crazy in her 20s.
And in a way, she did — crazy as a young teenager, tearing off from home and hitting the streets, experiencing everything New England parents don’t want their teen-age daughters experiencing. She crafted her own curriculum of sex, drugs and rock-n-roll and graduated with a degree in human nature that has served her well in the world of popular entertainment.
She has not, however, succumbed to the mental illness that plagued her mother throughout Large’s life. She became its student, looking for reassurance she would not develop the schizophrenia, bipolar disorder or any of the afflictions applied to her mom. She got on with her life, went to school, crafted a popular career on stage and screen. Her mother is dead now, and Large is just shy of her 41st birthday, so perhaps it’s time for all those memories of mental institutions, suicide attempts and the occasional poisoning to be boxed up and shelved for good.
Or — they could be turned into a wildly successful theatrical production for the world to see, which is what Large did in “Crazy Enough.” Her unrestrained, autobiographical performance played to sold-out crowds in Portland, including many in the audience with their own stories of living with mental illness. A version of the play will be performed at the Fringe Festival in Edinburgh, Scotland, later this year, and it’s also being refined for a possible staging in New York for the fall of 2011.
She’s now writing a book about growing up with a mentally ill parent and its effect on her and her family. And like her performances and her life, you can expect that Large will pull no punches. Her youth was a mix of abusive living and opportunity, and — with hard work and talent — opportunity won out. It took her all the way to the 2006 reality TV show “Rock Star Supernova,” and Storm, the Portland Icon, became Storm, the superstar getting chased in airports for autographs with fans literally crying for her attention.
Back in Portland, her performances continue to pack houses, often as benefits for local causes. And she’s fiercely front and center when it comes to gay rights and the promotion of the arts — not always to everyone’s applause. In between, she keeps working on her book, which is what she was focused on in a Southeast Portland Café recently when we sat down to talk.
Joanne Zuhl: What are people going to take away after reading your book?
Storm Large: I want the readers to take away from it that everybody has their shit. We all have our shit. And it really is how you react and respond to your own emotional and psychology thing. Nobody is the same as everyone else. We grow up in a pack mentality, and we want to be strong, we want to be beautiful and we want to be loved, first and foremost. And that’s why people want to be popular — it makes them feel powerful, it makes them loved. And of course not everyone is beautiful and not everyone is popular. And that’s when we run into issues like loneliness, alienation, ostracizing the losers and dorks. Continue reading →